Waiting
We are still preparing to leave for the Philippines and some days it’s hard not to be anxious and impatient with the process. I look forward to the day that we all pile on an airplane and finally go. It seems that we have been getting ready to go FOREVER…and then I have to remind myself to be thankful for the process… sometimes it is just as important as the going. It really helps me to look back and remember God’s faithfulness in our lives. He has used us in the lives of others and continues to prepare us for the job He has for us. I am determined to be patient, as we watch Him work and enjoy His love and faithfulness everyday. He continues to be all that we need. I’m sorry if this sounds like a sermon…it’s just what is spilling out of my heart right now.
I wanted to give you a little glimpse of what we’ve been up to these last few months. When Zach returned from Arizona as a newly licensed helicopter pilot, he immediately began looking for opportunities to build hours. (He currently has 120 hours and needs 250 hours of experience before he can fly for NTM in the Philippines.) He made so many calls and followed every lead…but nothing. He has to few hours, so we quickly learned that no helicopter company would be able to hire him…insurance just won’t let them. We have continued to pray that Father would provide the hours Zach needs and we know that He will. It just hasn’t happened yet. Zach just found a guy that may be able to instruct him in CFI here in Wasilla. We are praying that this works out and that our Father provides the finances to finish. Please continue to pray with us about this.
There are so many ways this could all go down and because we don’t know how or how long it will take for Father’s plan to unfold…we can’t say with much assurance when we can plan to leave for the Philippines. We may stay in Alaska for the rest of the training or we may drive down to Arizona to finish up with the training and then leave for the Philippines from there. We hope to be on our way to PI this fall/winter. They really need our help setting up the new flight program in Luzon so we can start service to tribal locations in the spring of 2010.
We have begun getting our paperwork in order. We have been able to finish work on the cabin so it will be ready for renters when we go. We’ve started packing and are in the process of acquiring the things we’ll need to pack to ship over…things like homeschool materials, linens and other household stuff. Zach has started packing his tools. We found a company in Anchorage that ships flat rate boxes to Manila (big ones)! Zach has also been able to do some A&P work and flying jobs (fixed wing) and is currently repairing a fifth-wheel camper trailer that was given to us to sell.
A big highlight for our family this summer was being able to be apart of a big family wedding. Zach’s cousin and my longtime childhood friend got married this month and a whole bunch of family came up to Alaska for the big event. It was such a blessing to be able to spend time with everyone and be apart of such a joyous occasion. There were cousins and second cousins, Aunties and Uncles everywhere! Craziness!

A Word From Tov
This little guy is such a hoot. What’s not to love about this face?

Today I decided to confront Tov about a problem I noticed he had with dressing himself, something I believed every four year old should by now have figured out. No matter how many times I reminded him, he failed to put his underwear on the right direction. I should have known that he would have a perfectly good explanation for putting them on backwards time and time again. When he was dressing himself this morning, I discreetly pointed out that he needed to turn his Lightning McQueen undies around…they were again on backwards. He was very indignant with his reply, “But Mommy…then I can’t see the pictures!”
Back Together Again
Being separated from Zach stunk. I thought I would enjoy the pining and the waiting by the phone and the mushy emails, but things aren’t right when he’s gone. I’m not right. Which really makes sense when you think about it. We are one so when we are separated we should feel incomplete, which is exactly how I felt. I know there will be many times in our future when we will have to be apart, and even though it is not something I plan to get used to, I know God will give us the grace to deal with it. The mushy emails will help.
So now we are back in Arizona and it didn’t take Zach long to pile us into the borrowed truck (thanks Talbots!) and take us on one of his explores. It was a wonderful day to enjoy being together. We ended up on top of Montezuma’s Pass with beautiful views of the Cochise Valley bellow. To top things off, Zach took us all out to eat which is something we haven’t been able to enjoy as a family in…well…since we’ve had kids! Zach and I realized that the moment we’d been waiting for finally arrived. The kids were a delight. They sat, they waited, we chatted, we ordered, they colored quietly, we didn’t have to cut up anyone’s food in little tiny bits, we didn’t have to take multiple trips to the bathroom and we didn’t have to make any threats! It felt like a dream.

What is it About the Beach?
I am convinced that heaven will have many beach like qualities. Every time I am there I get this very strange feeling…that I’m at home, that I’m alive, that life is good…it’s unexplainable. I feel like a cover girl when I’m on the beach…easy, breezy, beautiful, even if in actuality, I’m a gritty, windblown mess, I can’t help but feel beautiful when I’m on the beach. We went to a couple of beaches on the California coast and the weather wasn’t particularly nice. The sky was overcast, at times it drizzled and the wind was brisk…but that didn’t change anything for me. I know that having the kids with me really adds to the experience. There is nothing like a frolicking child, frantic with excitement to give you a good dose of healthy perspective.
There is much more to this story. The reason I found myself on a beach in California is because the kids and I traveled to Palm Springs to see my Aunt and my Grandma to spend some time with them before traveling to McNeal, Arizona to reunite with Zach. What ended up happening, was my sweet sister Emily AND my sweet sister Katy (who is currently living in Italy) were both able to not only join the kids and I in Palm Springs, but they were able to book tickets on the very same flight, AK to CA. Their seats were right next to ours! My sweet baby sister Susie had responsibilities she could not get out of (We missed you so much Susie!)
The week we had together was such a gift from the Father. While we were there together I realized that I have never really spent quality time with my sisters since we have all become adults. The time we spend together is usually in a mass of people and chaos as is the norm for Miller family gatherings. It was extra special because Emily is about to become a mommy in April and Katy is right behind her, Due in July. With Katy returning to Italy and our family moving to the Philippines within the year, it may not happen again for some time. God arranged a special rondevous just for us. A few days after Emily left to return to Ak, Katy and I borrowed Grandma’s car and drove to the coast. Our only purpose was to find a beach and spend the day on it. It was such a blessed day.
(I would have pictures of us sisters together, but I am waiting for them to be sent…hint hint
Generator up in Flames


We had an incident this morning. Our generator shed, that houses our battery bank, generator, inverter and everything needed to make it possible to live “off the grid” in our little cabin, burned up today! It caught fire and exploded into flames, burning completely up in about a half hour. Zach isn’t exactly sure how it happened. He was in the generator shed, cleaning and maintaining and we have a little propane heater in there, so he thinks that the pilot light on the heater caught on something and quickly ignited the extremely flammable urethan insulation. There was propane and flammables in the shed so it went up fast. Zach got out in time, but the back of his vest melted and his hair and eye brows got pretty singed. There is a fuel tank outside of the trailer (that we just refilled with desiel fuel) that we threw snow on to keep from catching. Thankfully it was raining today and the surrounding trees didn’t catch. We are so thankful that no one got hurt, the cabin stayed out of harms way and the firemen got here as quick as they did. It’s a miracle they made it up the driveway! Now we are praying for wisdom about what to do next. Do we try to build a system again before Zach leaves for Arizona in two weeks? Do we move out of the cabin and wait until he gets back to fix it? We are praising God that our insurance will cover the damages…we weren’t sure if they would since it isn’t our actual dwelling, just an outbuilding, but still a very essential part. Zach has already rigged a temporary generator so we can use water/phone/computer…he’s amazing.
Zach and Jane Keller Training to Serve in the Philippines 









