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Does anyone else find it challenging to not know what lies ahead?  I love to plan.  I love to make lists.  I am weird like that.  But when you don’t know where you are going how do you plan?  The simple answer should be that you don’t, but in my obsessive thinking I have found a way to still make a list.
* Continue praying about direction
* After learning field research as much as possible
* Make needs list
* Make packing list
* Make list of all other lists I will need to make…
Ok, so maybe it isn’t that bad.  Just don’t get my husband started on the subject.

I know that the Lord asks us to wait upon Him and in His perfect timing He will reveal to us what we need to know to take that next step in faith.  I tell myself to rest in this knowledge, but quickly my mind jumps to wondering if there is something that we should be doing in the meantime.  Because it has been 3 months now since we have learned of Rylan’s condition.  Have I done all that the Lord wants me to?  Are there more people we should be talking to?  Does the Lord want us to just start heading toward a field and He will either clear the way or shut the door?
I don’t have an answer.  If the Lord brings us to mind please pray for us.  If the Lord reveals it to you then I wouldn’t mind hearing about that either  For now I am striving to rest!
“Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!” Psalm 25:14
“Yes my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from Him.” Psalm 62:5